Blondie
Respected Member
Thanks @swimmer97, that is a great quote. I can definitely attest to that.Nice! Remember. The bad days make the good days feel so much better.
"Nothing is harder to bear than a series of good days" -> there is actually some truth in this famous quote.
Yeah man this is something I struggle with sometimes, but whenever I do get out of my head, life gets much better.What helped me is thinking less about myself and my struggles during the day. Most of us think 23hours a day about ourselfs. 99% are useless worries and thoughts.
Instead, thinking more about others and trying to help others is surprisingly also in the end better for ourselfs. I think thats what you are already doing since you help out many people here.
Always something to work on!
Best to you.
Day 509
Well I blew it last night during sex. I thought I could handle it, but I succumbed lol. I would be lying if I didn't say I felt bad about this, but it is what it is, nothing I can do about it, it's not like you can put it back in your balls or something. On the plus side, most of the times I've blown it when trying to refrain from orgasming, I knew it was coming, but I pushed too close; however, last night, I really thought I was fine and was not going to do it, but lost it nevertheless in the heat of the moment. I'm definitely a young Padawan when it comes to these maters, I think I forgot to breath and relax, basic 101 stuff, the Force is definitely not with me. Obviously porn is all that really matters here, but I thought I could at least get to day 30. The orgasm gods must be laughing their asses off.
I also slept like shit, and woke up early so there's that. This nonsense has been going on for a week now. I feel like crying but I'm too exhausted to cry.
I'm really annoyed, pissed, fucking tired (and now drained!) and yet I need to study this weekend for mid terms.
You all have a good porn-free weekend, I sure as hell won't be looking at that shit.
Fuck porn