Day 348
@GBS: I also read your comment as being a little off, but I figured you were just joking, so it only bothered my a little.
I'm definitely no god here at RN, I'm just a mortal man who has figured out how to have long streaks and to hopefully stay away from porn for good. If anyone had seen me before I started writing here, they would realize I'm just the same as you all, a regular guy who is working his ass off to fix his life and who has experienced many relapses over the years. What you guys are seeing now is hopefully my last battle with porn, but this battle is only 1/10 of the war!
I don't mind being inspiring - because that does keep me accountable - but I definitely don't want anyone to think that if I happen to fall that I've utterly failed, or that their goals of no porn is all for naught.
If you just relapsed after your first 10 days porn free, you need to know you're NOT a failure.
If you just relapsed after your first or third round of 90 days porn free, you need to know you're NOT a loser.
When the whole world is full of proudful wankers and us kings and queens are swimming against the current, it's only natural we're going to make a few mistakes here and there on our journey up the raging river. However it's the final destination that matters in the end and not the few whirlpools we might of got sucked into here and there on our way.
@First_step_thousand_miles
No matter who succeeds or fails in this journey (and I truly believe everyone is capable of success), the buck stops with each of us individually.
Truth!
Have a good porn free weekend everyone!