Ezel
Respected Member
Day 5 (no po, no mo), monk mode.
Here’s a sampling of the comments of heavy porn users about life without
Internet porn. Some have been sharing their progress for months.
Months ago, when the time came to have sex, I couldn't respond. The woman I
was with tried everything, but I just wasn't into it. It was really embarrassing for
me, and made me really anxious. Like "Why isn't anything happening?" "What‘s
wrong with me?" I went about 2 weeks with porn and masturbation. Then I was
with another women who I'd been seeing for a couple weeks. This time I was so
nervous I was shaking. Yet I was able to perform once we got down to business.
For some reason I then decided I was "cured," and that it was ok to go back to
porn and masturbation on an everyday basis.
With my brain coming back into balance I can get aroused by lighter stimuli
instead of hardcore porn, and this is definitely a good thing. But whether I can get
it up or not, I just don't want to be so nervous before sex. I want to enjoy it. I have
now gone almost 4 weeks without looking at porn. I have masturbated maybe
twice. I feel a lot more responsive right now as far as sex drive, and I know it can
get even better.
Here’s a sampling of the comments of heavy porn users about life without
Internet porn. Some have been sharing their progress for months.
Months ago, when the time came to have sex, I couldn't respond. The woman I
was with tried everything, but I just wasn't into it. It was really embarrassing for
me, and made me really anxious. Like "Why isn't anything happening?" "What‘s
wrong with me?" I went about 2 weeks with porn and masturbation. Then I was
with another women who I'd been seeing for a couple weeks. This time I was so
nervous I was shaking. Yet I was able to perform once we got down to business.
For some reason I then decided I was "cured," and that it was ok to go back to
porn and masturbation on an everyday basis.
With my brain coming back into balance I can get aroused by lighter stimuli
instead of hardcore porn, and this is definitely a good thing. But whether I can get
it up or not, I just don't want to be so nervous before sex. I want to enjoy it. I have
now gone almost 4 weeks without looking at porn. I have masturbated maybe
twice. I feel a lot more responsive right now as far as sex drive, and I know it can
get even better.