I hope you're doing well brother. Keep burning those boats!
Thanks Blondie for the kind words. Well I'm thinking about taking a two weeks vacation with the family to go to the country side.Sorry to hear this @Ezel. That's the danger of getting back into it again, your brain will need "more" to feel good, and what you use to do, will not be enough. And as far as getting an OF subscription, just remember that it's probably a some guy in some far off country you'll be texting to and messaging with, those ladies don't have time for their fans, it's all an illusion, even the so called intimate part. Nothing but a road of emptiness.
Don't feel stupid, it is what it is. Is there any extreme measures you can take at the moment until you get back on track? Like joining a porn anonymous group online or in person?
Keep your head up, man. You're not stupid at all. You've had tremendous success in this journey in the past and you can do that again. One day at a time. You've got this, man.I keep on relapsing man, my brain is going places and telling me things that would never cross My mind before, Like getting an OF subscription.
I Would come home from work stressed out. And go on a session to sleep.
i feel so stupid falling for the oldest trick in the book. It's like I never learned anything from this journey.
Good to see you back my dude. I was starting to worry a lil bit!Day 1.
Taken from Andrew Tate's newsletter
your arms for your dreams.
Do you remember the man who cut off his own arm to live?
I remember decades ago, a hiker was mountain climbing and by a freak accident, a boulder fell on his arm pinning him to the cliff.
After many days,
He realized his only way to survive was to cut off his arm and hike back home.
No one was coming to save him.
So, grabbed his multi-tool and over the course of hours, cut off his arm below the elbow.
He cut through skin, muscle and bone.
He watched his tendons move.
He was not allowed to pass out.
He cut off his arm, walked to a hospital and survived.
Slowly cutting your own arm off is not easy.
And if he didn't think living was a possibility,
He wouldn't have done it.
Belief is the only thing that allowed him to bear the pain required to survive.
The Universe is very giving.
The Universe will give you everything you want if you work hard enough for it.
That hiker WANTED to live.
It wasn't "Yeah, I'd like to live" like most of you "want" things.
The Universe asked him "How much do you want to live?"
And he gave his answer.
You're reading this and I'll tell you some truths about yourself.
You don't actually want to be exceptional.
You don't actually want to be a centi-millionaire.
You don't want to be a world champion.
You think you do,
You "want" it but you don't WANT it.
You wouldn't give up your arm.
You won't even give up jacking off to porn.
You won't stick to a plan.
You won't risk money.
You won't give up ANYTHING.
And that's why you aren't driving the supercar.
That's why you're weak.
That's why you don't have the girl you want.
The Universe is EXTREMELY giving.
But it can’t give to everyone.
So it gives in an ultra predictable manner - in a very simple and logical order.
The universe fulfills the desires of the person who wants it the most.
Then the second most.
Then the third most.
I wanted it more than everybody else and that’s why I have it.
So. This is a test.
RIGHT NOW THE UNIVERSE IS GOING TO TEST YOU.
It is WATCHING.
Do you WANT TO MAKE MONEY.
Do you WANT it?
If no, the universe took notice.
Have fun staying poor.