particularly_respecting
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Day 42 of not using porn
Thanks @Chuckles and @viking1234!
Yeah, Chuckles, ultimately I think recovery will always be a part of my life
But I want to get to the point where the defenses are almost automatic
It takes a lot of energy to be constantly thinking about what I'm clicking on, seeing, thinking etc.
I've been reading your journal though, and it sounds like you are making great progress
Good day for me today
Work started off slow so was working on some neglected side-projects
But a few things came in in the afternoon so the next few days are gonna be busy
Urges not so strong today
But tried to think more about recovery
Read more of Goggins book and listened to an anti-porn podcast
Thank you again to the community for posting about your struggles
Great help when I get urges during the day to read journals and feel solidarity
Thanks @Chuckles and @viking1234!
Yeah, Chuckles, ultimately I think recovery will always be a part of my life
But I want to get to the point where the defenses are almost automatic
It takes a lot of energy to be constantly thinking about what I'm clicking on, seeing, thinking etc.
I've been reading your journal though, and it sounds like you are making great progress
Good day for me today
Work started off slow so was working on some neglected side-projects
But a few things came in in the afternoon so the next few days are gonna be busy
Urges not so strong today
But tried to think more about recovery
Read more of Goggins book and listened to an anti-porn podcast
Thank you again to the community for posting about your struggles
Great help when I get urges during the day to read journals and feel solidarity