downhillfromhere
Well-Known Member
Day 43
I understand, I was just there very recently. It's a decision you have to make when it's all done, either to put the "girls" back into the Pandora's box or keep on "having fun". As for me, I know I've enough of that kind of fun for a lifetime.Thanks man, I appreciate that. It’s been tough to get moving in the right direction again, I relapsed three days in a row and it’s now day 1 again.
This is all true. I feel very lucky that nothing seems to have screwed me up too much from my small relapses. I plan to keep it that way.My mood has been really good lately, and I am really feeling the effects of not using porn, staying active, getting enough sleep, meditating and taking cold showers every day. A few days of making the wrong decision doesn’t ruin that progress, but if I let it continue any longer then it will.