FiveFortyFour
Active Member
Day 20
Hooooie. The urges are coming out in full force today. I'm worn out, I've been ruminating all day, I've been having to wrestle with my own eyes to keep them off of improper things... but God has kept me standing. By His grace, I'm on the cusp of making it to the farthest I've ever gone in a reboot since I first started PMOing all the way back at age 11. 21 days... 3 weeks. If I last 2 more days, I loose sails on uncharted waters. Admittedly, I'm a little scared, but I've been delivered this far.
I'm not sure what to say... but I'll be here tomorrow morning, either with triumphant shouting or somber mourning. Let's hope it's the former, yeah?
Hooooie. The urges are coming out in full force today. I'm worn out, I've been ruminating all day, I've been having to wrestle with my own eyes to keep them off of improper things... but God has kept me standing. By His grace, I'm on the cusp of making it to the farthest I've ever gone in a reboot since I first started PMOing all the way back at age 11. 21 days... 3 weeks. If I last 2 more days, I loose sails on uncharted waters. Admittedly, I'm a little scared, but I've been delivered this far.
I'm not sure what to say... but I'll be here tomorrow morning, either with triumphant shouting or somber mourning. Let's hope it's the former, yeah?