First_step_thousand_miles
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Day 540 no porn
Day 120 cold showers
Day 73 meditation
Well I'm pretty sure I know what's up. I hit a flatline I think a few days ago after that porn dream. Maybe it was overstimulation from the series of MO's I had a few days prior but today I tried to MO but wasn't feeling it much at all except for a brief spike at the beginning. Afterwards it's like my brain just completely lost interest and it was a struggle to maintain an erection. I'm not really worried about it because I've seen this tape before and a few weeks ago had sex without issue and had a bunch of great MO's since then. Weird how the flatline is hitting even now
How do I know it's flatline? Well because in the middle of my MO sessh I started thinking 'what if I used porn' and just thought for a moment but literally felt no desire. I even thought about a super hot girl and just didn't feel interested. It's like my brain just shut my libido off. Anyway I'll need to abstain from MO for a while, don't want to overdo it anyway
Read some reboot stories also where Gabe mentions to ease into it after you start getting good boners (i.e. space orgasms apart). I definitely overdid it on the MO front which I think is what sent me back into flatline. Gotta take it slow, I guess I got really excited on getting regular erections again and went a little too crazy with it
Edit: Actually MO'd some time later and got hard without much issue (same girl from gym). Wasn't the greatest MO but wasn't bad either. Really weird how this works (I also stayed in the moment this time). Regardless, I need to take some time between MO's and just space it out
Day 120 cold showers
Day 73 meditation
Well I'm pretty sure I know what's up. I hit a flatline I think a few days ago after that porn dream. Maybe it was overstimulation from the series of MO's I had a few days prior but today I tried to MO but wasn't feeling it much at all except for a brief spike at the beginning. Afterwards it's like my brain just completely lost interest and it was a struggle to maintain an erection. I'm not really worried about it because I've seen this tape before and a few weeks ago had sex without issue and had a bunch of great MO's since then. Weird how the flatline is hitting even now
How do I know it's flatline? Well because in the middle of my MO sessh I started thinking 'what if I used porn' and just thought for a moment but literally felt no desire. I even thought about a super hot girl and just didn't feel interested. It's like my brain just shut my libido off. Anyway I'll need to abstain from MO for a while, don't want to overdo it anyway
Read some reboot stories also where Gabe mentions to ease into it after you start getting good boners (i.e. space orgasms apart). I definitely overdid it on the MO front which I think is what sent me back into flatline. Gotta take it slow, I guess I got really excited on getting regular erections again and went a little too crazy with it
Edit: Actually MO'd some time later and got hard without much issue (same girl from gym). Wasn't the greatest MO but wasn't bad either. Really weird how this works (I also stayed in the moment this time). Regardless, I need to take some time between MO's and just space it out
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