Escapeandnevercomeback
Respected Member
Day 0
It's going like shit. Two days of PMO binging in a row again. Yesterday I had an alcohol relapse after 45 days and if I'm not careful, it could be right back to my drinking routine.
I could come up with "Already half of the year is gone and I'm not done with this shit" but here is the thing: If I've learned one thing from this is that thinking about quitting porn is thinking about porn. Or alcohol. Obsessing like "I can't buy alcohol today. I need to stay away from drinking today." Or "I can't watch porn today, I need to be careful" is thinking about porn and alcohol all fuckin day. I think you need to find a way to keep your mind away from the quitting but not neglect it completely and "accidently bump into it" because you are not careful enough.
Needless to say, I feel like absolute shit.
It's going like shit. Two days of PMO binging in a row again. Yesterday I had an alcohol relapse after 45 days and if I'm not careful, it could be right back to my drinking routine.
I could come up with "Already half of the year is gone and I'm not done with this shit" but here is the thing: If I've learned one thing from this is that thinking about quitting porn is thinking about porn. Or alcohol. Obsessing like "I can't buy alcohol today. I need to stay away from drinking today." Or "I can't watch porn today, I need to be careful" is thinking about porn and alcohol all fuckin day. I think you need to find a way to keep your mind away from the quitting but not neglect it completely and "accidently bump into it" because you are not careful enough.
Needless to say, I feel like absolute shit.