You're right, man. That's what I've been doin.Hey man,
For the past month, people have been giving you advice/help with this on this forum. So far, as far as I can tell, you have simply ignored everyone's advice and just continued away binging on porn.
Unless you actually try to make positive changes in your life, then you will continue living in this misery. Is porn really worth it? Is it really worth all of this misery that you are putting yourself through?
Get some help man. Go to AA/SAA, go to a doctor/psychiatrist. Reach out to your parents or friends too. And get porn blockers. You've a lot of problems, porn, alcohol and likely depression. Be really honest with yourself and get the help you so obv need.
Thanks for support.