my journey, 25, male, PMO since ~11, 100% ED, done with this shit forever, it did enough harm
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swimmer97
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thank you brother! keep killing it as well!
swimmer97
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Day 283 since 6 minutes (German time)
Overcoming this addiction is way deeper than not looking at P anymore and abstaining urges.
Its literally about changing yourself (to the better). My fetishes were around feeling pleasure in self humiliation. Its important to see whats behind the wall of pure dopamin rush. Learning to have self respect. Learning to think long term. Learning to think sustainable. There is still a lot to learn. One thing is for sure. Only forward. Not looking back.
Overcoming this addiction is way deeper than not looking at P anymore and abstaining urges.
Its literally about changing yourself (to the better). My fetishes were around feeling pleasure in self humiliation. Its important to see whats behind the wall of pure dopamin rush. Learning to have self respect. Learning to think long term. Learning to think sustainable. There is still a lot to learn. One thing is for sure. Only forward. Not looking back.
swimmer97
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Thank you brother. Same goes for you!
swimmer97
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Day 290
its 290 days and i can at this point say to a 100% that quiting P and M is making life better.
Your Brain IS changing to the better.
Less urges. Fetishes fading. Real Deal becoming more and more attractive.
and i say that as a severe case.
its like slowly learning to walk from a life of crawling on the ground.
its 290 days and i can at this point say to a 100% that quiting P and M is making life better.
Your Brain IS changing to the better.
Less urges. Fetishes fading. Real Deal becoming more and more attractive.
and i say that as a severe case.
its like slowly learning to walk from a life of crawling on the ground.
Blondie
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swimmer97
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thank you brother. truly a brother from another mother!
FreedomFromTheStruggle_11
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Congrats man!! Just wanted to say that you really inspire me so much in my journey. Seeing how far you've reached really motivates me. I wish you even more success in the future.
swimmer97
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Thank you @FreedomFromTheStruggle_11.
If I can do it, you can do it 100%.
Glad that i can inspire you.
Lets walk this walk together
swimmer97
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Day 294
Without my vision of where i want to be at some point i would not be at day 294.
When it comes to my pure sex instict, my fetishes and porn are giving me the highest possible arousal.
But this is a self damaging act. I hijack the precious arousal i need have sex with my long term partner.
And sex with my partner is sustainable. It feels also good afterwards. We need to think more sustainable and long term.
Its easier said than done, but its a crucial step.
Without my vision of where i want to be at some point i would not be at day 294.
When it comes to my pure sex instict, my fetishes and porn are giving me the highest possible arousal.
But this is a self damaging act. I hijack the precious arousal i need have sex with my long term partner.
And sex with my partner is sustainable. It feels also good afterwards. We need to think more sustainable and long term.
Its easier said than done, but its a crucial step.
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Relentless Observer
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good job. Keep up the good work