SaveTheSoul
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Day 0
Not depressed about it but highly disappointed. I will get up and do better.
It's strange how there's always an excuse, a reason or trigger. This time it was my disappointment towards my group of immature friends that made me want to walk away from reality.
It feels life isn't throwing me anything good at the moment, and whatever good it throws at me is momentary and finite. So, I really need to practice stoicism, to find a way to handle the reality of life with all its challenges and hardships.
Hopefully this will help me to do and see things differently, just in the right way that is necessary for me to win at this.
I need to take a good and deep look within myself and provide me with some harsh needed criticism. Never had a father or a male figure to do that for me, I only have my Muay Thai coach but he is more focused on helping me change the way I behave towards the external world...only I can change what's inside of me. For only I can reach my darkest corners and deepest caves; such endeavor is difficult, but maybe there I can find something valuable that will help me achieve victory.
Not depressed about it but highly disappointed. I will get up and do better.
It's strange how there's always an excuse, a reason or trigger. This time it was my disappointment towards my group of immature friends that made me want to walk away from reality.
It feels life isn't throwing me anything good at the moment, and whatever good it throws at me is momentary and finite. So, I really need to practice stoicism, to find a way to handle the reality of life with all its challenges and hardships.
Hopefully this will help me to do and see things differently, just in the right way that is necessary for me to win at this.
I need to take a good and deep look within myself and provide me with some harsh needed criticism. Never had a father or a male figure to do that for me, I only have my Muay Thai coach but he is more focused on helping me change the way I behave towards the external world...only I can change what's inside of me. For only I can reach my darkest corners and deepest caves; such endeavor is difficult, but maybe there I can find something valuable that will help me achieve victory.