Believe in the Process
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Hunter_
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Day 4
Urges are there but i know these are the withdrawal symptoms caused from my previous porn sessions.
I haved noticed many bad changes in me after every porn session. One such change is, i am seeing women just as a body and not as a human being. Before porn entered and made my life hell, i respect women a lot and in our tradition and ancient stories we place women equivalent to god but now every peek into porn slowly changes the way I look women.
The beautiful truth about porn is, It provides nothing, it subtracts.
Urges are there but i know these are the withdrawal symptoms caused from my previous porn sessions.
I haved noticed many bad changes in me after every porn session. One such change is, i am seeing women just as a body and not as a human being. Before porn entered and made my life hell, i respect women a lot and in our tradition and ancient stories we place women equivalent to god but now every peek into porn slowly changes the way I look women.
The beautiful truth about porn is, It provides nothing, it subtracts.
Hunter_
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Day 5
When i watch porn, i feel very tired and feel like wanted to rest the whole day but instead i started my day with jogging 5km, felt good to get drowned by sweat. Active and ready to face the day.
I have grown in my life by watching porn, in negative direction. And it's time to change the direction.
When i watch porn, i feel very tired and feel like wanted to rest the whole day but instead i started my day with jogging 5km, felt good to get drowned by sweat. Active and ready to face the day.
I have grown in my life by watching porn, in negative direction. And it's time to change the direction.
FrankWhite12
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Yeha man, its all about that Shift in Perspektive and thus Direktion. Your daily choices Put you on a road, it's Up to you to decide what Kind of Road or path you find yourself on. Keep it Up!
Hunter_
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Hunter_
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@FrankWhite12, yes, our choice are free to choose, but we are not free from the consequences of the choice.
FrankWhite12
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yes, we're not. That's why the choice matters all the more! And it's one to retake everyday
Hunter_
Active Member
Day 7
In my rebooting journey, more than 95% time i have relapsed after watching triggering content from facebook and YouTube. To avoid this, today i have deactivated Facebook.
I believe, This step gives me an extra advantage from staying away from triggers which I would have consumed unconsciously before.
In my rebooting journey, more than 95% time i have relapsed after watching triggering content from facebook and YouTube. To avoid this, today i have deactivated Facebook.
I believe, This step gives me an extra advantage from staying away from triggers which I would have consumed unconsciously before.
tay97
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Very good. Facebook is trash on so many levels. I think I just have one account on the web and that's youtube for playlists and subscriptions.
For reddit, I can't even see half the threads because they are +18. So be it. I don't care. I'm free.
Hunter_
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Last year June end, i was hopeless, broken, had no solid aim in life, having suicidal thoughts,and felt like crying all day without no reason. It was a time when porn become uncontrollable, i got tired of trying, fallen into the bottom of the well.
Porn made a scar in my heart that i won't forget in this lifetime. Fast forward to now, i am still figuring different ways to win the battle. After all these defeats(learning), i am still fighting and i am very proud of myself for that.
Will i overcome this addiction? Yes! I will. When? Idk, but i Believe in the process.
Porn made a scar in my heart that i won't forget in this lifetime. Fast forward to now, i am still figuring different ways to win the battle. After all these defeats(learning), i am still fighting and i am very proud of myself for that.
Will i overcome this addiction? Yes! I will. When? Idk, but i Believe in the process.
Hunter_
Active Member
Day 1
Had a relapse yesterday for the urge that came from no where. I tried cooking to get away from the irrestable urge and things where under control when I was cooking and also I was keep on repeating myself the efforts I was putting to get out of this addiction but as soon as I done with cooking, urges came again, this time more stronger for which I lost.
Starting again today.
Had a relapse yesterday for the urge that came from no where. I tried cooking to get away from the irrestable urge and things where under control when I was cooking and also I was keep on repeating myself the efforts I was putting to get out of this addiction but as soon as I done with cooking, urges came again, this time more stronger for which I lost.
Starting again today.
