EarthWalker
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Day 1.
To quit P. I think quitting idle time on electronic de-vices is also necessary.
I browsed some time wasting website with some memes. Sure enough. A sexy lady image pops up. No thank you and moving on.
What is so arousing with the images? Novelty? Am I aroused because of the novelty factor. Yes. Why did I stop on the sexy images? Novelty. This explains it for me. Also there is the old becomes new and old becomes old. This is why old P scenes become arousing again.
Got some P thoughts again. Is this the real me? Deep down I know the answer is no. But P is all I have known. Very sad. But P is all I know. It becomes part of the identity. How do you turn your back to part of your identity that has been with you for like 20 years?
Listening to an ultra-marathoner explain his experience. There are walls. Like first wall is at mile 18-20. There are more walls ahead. But this is where you can override the limits with your mind. It is not about nutrition, better exercise, but just pure mind. You need to push trough the wall with your mind.
I think P is no different. There are many walls. The obvious first super big one at days 10-15. It is all about the mind pushing trough.
It would be very easy for me to say. Ok. I relapsed. Why not enjoy it for a few days. Indulge in P. Then restart the run. I am tempted to just that.
What do I want? Why am I here?
When the pain of not changing is greater than the pain of change... I'll pick changing over not changing.
I'll imagine myself 1 year from now...still a PMO addict....then 5 years...then 10 years...then 20 years...
then imagine myself 1 year from now...without PMO (not that much better).... then 5 years (somewhat better) .... then 10 years (a big difference) ... then 20 years (a huge difference).
One day I will be 80 years old. I can reach 80 years with either 20 years of PMO behind me or 60 years of pmo.
Imagine ourselves at age 80 still PMOing. Yuck! Yuck! Seriously. Yuck!
Came across this quote.
?We don't rise to the level of our expectations, we fall to the level of our training.?
? Archilochus
Wish everyone a good day
EW
To quit P. I think quitting idle time on electronic de-vices is also necessary.
I browsed some time wasting website with some memes. Sure enough. A sexy lady image pops up. No thank you and moving on.
What is so arousing with the images? Novelty? Am I aroused because of the novelty factor. Yes. Why did I stop on the sexy images? Novelty. This explains it for me. Also there is the old becomes new and old becomes old. This is why old P scenes become arousing again.
Got some P thoughts again. Is this the real me? Deep down I know the answer is no. But P is all I have known. Very sad. But P is all I know. It becomes part of the identity. How do you turn your back to part of your identity that has been with you for like 20 years?
Listening to an ultra-marathoner explain his experience. There are walls. Like first wall is at mile 18-20. There are more walls ahead. But this is where you can override the limits with your mind. It is not about nutrition, better exercise, but just pure mind. You need to push trough the wall with your mind.
I think P is no different. There are many walls. The obvious first super big one at days 10-15. It is all about the mind pushing trough.
It would be very easy for me to say. Ok. I relapsed. Why not enjoy it for a few days. Indulge in P. Then restart the run. I am tempted to just that.
What do I want? Why am I here?
When the pain of not changing is greater than the pain of change... I'll pick changing over not changing.
I'll imagine myself 1 year from now...still a PMO addict....then 5 years...then 10 years...then 20 years...
then imagine myself 1 year from now...without PMO (not that much better).... then 5 years (somewhat better) .... then 10 years (a big difference) ... then 20 years (a huge difference).
One day I will be 80 years old. I can reach 80 years with either 20 years of PMO behind me or 60 years of pmo.
Imagine ourselves at age 80 still PMOing. Yuck! Yuck! Seriously. Yuck!
Came across this quote.
?We don't rise to the level of our expectations, we fall to the level of our training.?
? Archilochus
Wish everyone a good day
EW