jonazo91
Active Member
A quick check in tonight, I want to be a little more consistent about posting on here. On the other hand, I'm kind of trying to pull away from being on the internet or on my phone in general as much as possible. But this is a relatively healthy exception I should make time for. I had a pretty good workout yesterday and today I helped my fiancee with some wedding stuff so it was a good weekend overall. But my mood has been all over the place and I was in a pretty foul one most of today, I don't really know why. Just somber and sullen. I'm a little irritated with my fiancee but I don't really have a great reason why. She's not doing anything wrong to deserve it. So I think it's me. I'm trying not to take it out on her too much but she's noticing it anyway. Part of it is just wedding stress I'm sure.
I want to go the rest of the way to the wedding without any more porn. That's just over 30 days. It's an achievable goal, and while obviously I want to stay clean after that as well, I'm going to focus on this set-length goal for now. I know there's a chance I will fail it. I don't know if I need to think of a penalty for failure right now or not, or if I should just have the mindset of "I will not fail." This is within my power to do if I take it seriously. That's my current focus.
PMO last week: 6
PMO this week: 0
Current streak: 1 day
I want to go the rest of the way to the wedding without any more porn. That's just over 30 days. It's an achievable goal, and while obviously I want to stay clean after that as well, I'm going to focus on this set-length goal for now. I know there's a chance I will fail it. I don't know if I need to think of a penalty for failure right now or not, or if I should just have the mindset of "I will not fail." This is within my power to do if I take it seriously. That's my current focus.
PMO last week: 6
PMO this week: 0
Current streak: 1 day