Hey Trisquel,Hey man, love your attitude!
Fuck porn!, indeed!
I also like how you commit every day to it, making a conscious choice every day. Is a reminder to me (and to many other, I'm sure!) not to forget that I'm an addict and that I have to chose every day to fight against this crap.
You did the right thing by noticing you were getting sucked into this black hole, and made it out in time! Stay strong!!Right now it's 11pm and I just spent the past hour watching stupid YouTube shorts. As I do this I get more and more "monkey brain" and feel like jerking off, as dumb as that might sound. Fuck porn. I'm not going to relapse because I got a little sucked into social media. I'm coming here as a circuit breaker, making this post, getting off my phone then reading a little until I get tired.
NO FUCKING WAY ARE WE LOOKING AT PORN AGAIN.
Feeling good now that I've broken away from social media and recommitted to gouging out porn from my life. The porn industry and social media industries can honestly go fuck themselves. Day by day I'm choking them out of my life. Sometimes you lose a small battle but we'll win the war, mark my words.
The goal is to get off my phone, not jerk off and not look at porn this evening. Then have a restful night's sleep! Also, to not give an inch when I wake up half asleep, those are fragile moments.
Small test here tonight of my resolve.
See you in the morning.