cookiemonster
Active Member
This was just 3 days before my great date.I MO'd again when I woke up this morning. Still no porn or fantasizing involved.
I might go quiet for a little while, while I'm getting myself under control.
Not in a particularly good mood today.
Porn is still not an option for me. I simply cannot fucking go through this again.
All social media, games and datings apps are to be disabled on my phone except for one hour in the evening. I'm going to try to spend my days being productive and busy. Phone is to be charged upstairs away from my bedroom.
I am weak at the moment and I need to remove my pacifiers which erode willpower.
Stay strong.
Staying the course at this moment and controlling myself has to be one of the best gifts I've ever given myself.