259 days no porn
About 2 weeks no masturbation- I said I wouldn’t count and yet I am counting. It’s nit to show off, I think it’s to see where my brain is at relative to the streak number.
I said a few months ago that no masturbation is the goal. I want that time with my wife where we’re having the ultimate connected conversation and I say “my love, I will never masturbate again, I will think of your beautiful body, but I will never cum on my own ever again. Only with you.” Just gave myself an erection writing that.
You see the simple bottom line for me was that I adored masturbation from the age of about 15. I presume most if us addicts on here adored it. I find it hard to believe that isn’t what all men feel….but let’s not go there.
I said once before that there’s an adage said about us. It goes like this: “Men [shrug, sigh]….they’re just after one thing!” By which they mean insertion of penis in vagina (homosexual people please excuse my generalisation). Now, this may be splitting hairs but I reckon men do want sex but they actually quite like the most simple feeling of ejaculation. After all it is utterly magical and indescribable. I won;t be pedantic. Here’s the thing though. I am absolutely certain that if men knew they could have something better than just ejaculation they would agree with me that the adage is total bollocks.
Actually it is total bollocks. We’re not just after sex. We’re after connected magical, it takes two to tango sex. The ultimate oxytocin released. Not one night stands, not quick hook ups. That just releases cum. At a base level that’s what men will settle for….but it isn’t what we want, and when said as that’s all men are after really….well you get my point.