ladysudan
Active Member
Day 7: 20 June
No PMO.
Today is my birthday. Never in my entire life I have woken up early except for today otherwise even if the sirens would be wailing, or wolves would be howling or my parents would get awake by every other alarm (be it on my phone or my laptop or their phones or my actual alarm clock), I would still be asleep. You know I take it seriously when people say to me "SWEET DREAMS".
But deep down, I've accepted some of the harshest truths of life and to be honest it hurts but this is how it all happens. I'm alone even on my birthday. Now birthdays aren't even exciting. Last time I went out with friends to celebrate with my friends was 2014 when I was 12.
Now, we are out of touch and with some of them, I'm no longer friends with them.
I am sorry for displaying out what I'm feeling right now especially when I know this is a forum where to help people with their P addictions.
I have a huge plan inside my head about my future and I promise I won't give in.
No PMO.
Today is my birthday. Never in my entire life I have woken up early except for today otherwise even if the sirens would be wailing, or wolves would be howling or my parents would get awake by every other alarm (be it on my phone or my laptop or their phones or my actual alarm clock), I would still be asleep. You know I take it seriously when people say to me "SWEET DREAMS".
But deep down, I've accepted some of the harshest truths of life and to be honest it hurts but this is how it all happens. I'm alone even on my birthday. Now birthdays aren't even exciting. Last time I went out with friends to celebrate with my friends was 2014 when I was 12.
Now, we are out of touch and with some of them, I'm no longer friends with them.
I am sorry for displaying out what I'm feeling right now especially when I know this is a forum where to help people with their P addictions.
I have a huge plan inside my head about my future and I promise I won't give in.