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Part of my getting better I just realized, was to stop staying stagnant and asking people the same questions about my problems.I was given advice, but apparently I wasn't listening.The last couple of days I have been feeling better.No awesome ( I don't anyone here feels that way), but I'm not...

After a long search I was able too finally find two different referrals for therapists.One is a CSAT that specializes in the addiction itself and I am assuming she will start at this point of my life and not really dwell on the past ( don't really know yet). The other referral is a...

So, I started to edge tonight, but this thing wouldn't go up no matter what I thought about, so I just gave up. Im over 2 months in and is this what they call Flatline or something else? Any help would be appreciated. I have very low lobido right now. Feels like I want to crawl up into corner...

So I'm sure I've annoyed plenty of people with my going back-and-forth with my symptoms. So here's the deal. I've been at this for 2 months, and have had very little relief. Most of my PMO ing has been from visual imagery along with screen time pornography. I feel like anything I look on the...

So I'm going on 2 months, and I feel like my labido is in the toilet. It's so frustrating, and I'm super scared that this is not going to work. I got every sexual thought in my head, and I don't know why my mind is so flooded.It's pulling out all stops. Every possible sexual role playing or...

I don't know if any of you are experiencing this,but during this process, it feels like I am going back in time the way Im feeling.Like my hometown and places I frequent seem to remind me of how it felt years ago.Am I loosing my noodle or have others experienced this?

I've been Sober for about 2 months and I'm having a very hard time sleeping. Waking up with anxiety. Would anybody think that medication might help out ? I also get these back and forth sexual thoughts. I see some people say that at the 2 month market everything starts settling down but I don't...

I tried so hard to get a sexual thought. My mind is blank.I can't even think about my children amd their activities .Is this part of flatline

I flipped out and have been edging and having impulsive thoughts.They want to put me on meds which scares the shit out of me because they have sexual side effects and I don't want to kill my body.The whole reason I'm doing this is because I want to get intimate with my wife again. I don't think...

I don't even know were I am half the times and my surroundings look so different.I can barely write this sentence.

So unfortunately I edged again and when I orgasmed very little came out.Not like when I watch porn or edge all day. I hadnt masturbated in so long or watched porn..Is there something to worry about?Im thinking it is part of the rebooting, but I am scared beyond words. I feel like doing it again...

And I was going great for over 40 days and did it again! It was actually starting to go up half way by itself and I MO'd.Im loosing this battle man.I feel like Im getting dragged in so many directions with advice..."you shouldnt MO because it hurts your recovery",You should MO or could have...

So approaching more than a month and half and I am so depressed, restless and panicking.I started perusing Youtube and watching sentimental and nostalgic videos and I really feel this was a step back in my recovery as I am edging so bad. Practically gasping for air as my stress is so bad...

So, Im watching some band from the 70s and 80s and thinking about my youth and Im getting huge anxiety.I think its bringing back painful memories. I think it is from time lost from all this PMO.

When I started this journey I was grossly obese...374 lbs to be exact.In addition I was drinking red wine about 4 times a week, at least 3 glasses a night. I've since quit drinking, and lost over 60 lbs.A drop in the bucket as I am still considered obese. With that said, could dropping more...

Like everybody that walks by me looks like a human mannequin.

Like everybody that walks by me looks like a human mannequin.

I'm almost a month and a 1/2 in. Today I smelled something and felt this feeling that I haven't in decades. Any insight would be greatly appreciated.

Since I've started Ive had some very intrusive thoughts.When I read others stories, there seems to be hope and optimism. For me it's constant stress and intense worry. I Keep going round in circles with different things I think I have wrong with me. 1st I think I have some sort of Is bladder...

So I need some advice. I really feel like I have to go cold turkey altogether with TV and people I come in contact with. I was in church today with my family and guess what's in front of me? A recently graduated Masters from college, cute nurse with a great body...aaaannnndd of course I am...