I almost forgot to mention:
Today is 19 years since I stepped foot in a porno-book store and watched porn or PMO'd while there (x6).
The last time, July 17, 2003, was told to my wife after she unexplainably beat me home from across town (I left a little earlier in a separate car). In my hubris, I though I could go to x-site, get one off really quick, and then beat my wife home. No! She looked so quizzicle that I told her everything (2nd big mistake). This almost ended our marriage, and we had a 6 month old child at the time!
I won't here debate why that was not a good move on my part (none of it), but that in doing so, made the next 10 years or so very challenging.
Well, since then came out the iPhones, and they are a potential 'porno-bookstore' in one's pocket, and that's what we've been dealing with now.
But the good news is that habits can be changed, and though the picture may not yet be perfect, I've made exceptional strides in my life dealing with sex and porn addiction (e.g. no longer cruising for prostitutes, ended 1994).
Today is 19 years since I stepped foot in a porno-book store and watched porn or PMO'd while there (x6).
The last time, July 17, 2003, was told to my wife after she unexplainably beat me home from across town (I left a little earlier in a separate car). In my hubris, I though I could go to x-site, get one off really quick, and then beat my wife home. No! She looked so quizzicle that I told her everything (2nd big mistake). This almost ended our marriage, and we had a 6 month old child at the time!
I won't here debate why that was not a good move on my part (none of it), but that in doing so, made the next 10 years or so very challenging.
Well, since then came out the iPhones, and they are a potential 'porno-bookstore' in one's pocket, and that's what we've been dealing with now.
But the good news is that habits can be changed, and though the picture may not yet be perfect, I've made exceptional strides in my life dealing with sex and porn addiction (e.g. no longer cruising for prostitutes, ended 1994).
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