Just read through your journal and found it very motivational, keep it up!
As others have said watch out for the MO as that is how I got back to porn after being clean for more than a year. MO felt amazing (didn't have this feeling since teens) and natural. But after some weeks it started to get out of hand, then saw accidentally some bikini pictures and... went downhill pretty fast.
Somehow the part when your brain relaxes and says "MO is fine again? Cool!" can really lead to unwanted effects.
Don't want to say you definitely would also go down that way, just being wary.
So now I'm back again to rewiring my brain and after my first day in my new bachelor, the math class made me go out and buy a few "reward beers", but in the end I was too afraid to drink it and end up doing MO or PMO half-drunk.
So what I'll so with them is the following: give them to friends who'll be happy, and I surely stay clean. Win-win! ;D
As others have said watch out for the MO as that is how I got back to porn after being clean for more than a year. MO felt amazing (didn't have this feeling since teens) and natural. But after some weeks it started to get out of hand, then saw accidentally some bikini pictures and... went downhill pretty fast.
Somehow the part when your brain relaxes and says "MO is fine again? Cool!" can really lead to unwanted effects.
Don't want to say you definitely would also go down that way, just being wary.
So now I'm back again to rewiring my brain and after my first day in my new bachelor, the math class made me go out and buy a few "reward beers", but in the end I was too afraid to drink it and end up doing MO or PMO half-drunk.
So what I'll so with them is the following: give them to friends who'll be happy, and I surely stay clean. Win-win! ;D